Well... my birthday is tomorrow, I turn 15. My dads a cold hearted bastard cuz he wont buy me anything, he didnt get me anything for my last 2 or 3 birthdays and christmas, this would be make it another one, great really? He doesnt have the decenty to stop fighting or picking fights for my birthday, he doesnt care, he told me to get out of the house twice a few days ago, what I wanted was a laptop, and there was a few for $200 from this computer tech we know. And then he raises the price to $375, and dad says hes not getting me it cuz he doesnt have it. But he said that the laptop would be my christmas present and my birthday. Again I really dont give a damn, oh well, another birthday is most likely gonna turn into a Disaster, but then again my life is full of Disasters, thats why I usually refer myself to Chaotic Disaster soemtimes, but anyways, thought I would just throw that out there. -Shrugs.- Oh well.... sad thing is my friends are making me cards because they think I should get soemthing for my birthday and christmas. I dont want them to, but there gonna anyway.... too bad Im worrying my lover Michael, he sent me a birthday gift but I havent gotten it just yet, he only sent it like December 10th... though I told him he didnt have to... My mom said she wold try and get me a camera since I also want that... or a xbox 360, but she really doesnt have to.... She doesnt have to make up for those 2 years or so when she was crazy, I think my dad was the one who made her crazy....All he does is make me upset, hes aruge with me all week... and wont give me a break, I bet my birthday is gonna be ruined by him tomorrow its no doubt, and Im gonn end up punching him in the face and getting in trouble..... oh well... Ill never know... anyway.... I hope you guys have a great Christmas!


~Saria The Dragoness.